Not a stupid but a fool..

It has been a long long time since I've last logged in.

Well, indeed, there's many things running around me, so much so that I'm trying to keep it up. I've found myself flaring up easily recently and I get pissed over what he does. I seriously don't know what's went wrong, but I know I'm just freaking pissed! I'm trying to control myself, but the monster within myself refused to be ledge!

Things have changed. Literally changed. We are not the same anymore and whatever I've faced previously is being face by him currently. Its a way torturing!! I'm no longer that stupid; keeping quiet at one side waiting for things to happen. In fact, I go way out to look for my happiness! I might be evil but I have gone through what he has been going through now.
Getting no where, getting clueless and getting no answers!

Alright.

Anyway, I have been a fool waiting till 1:30am for nothing.
Seriously a fool!
Why on earth all these are happening?
WHY!!!!!

Cheers
Shuang