Fake!

I'm having sleepless night everyday, entering my dreams at 2-3am sometimes 4am even though I have turned in at 12am.

Something is really wrong.

A lots of things are running in my mind even now.

Many a times, I just want to scream out loud but I couldn't.

I would very much want to fly away and get a new life in other lands, but I'm being tied down with....school. If only I'm graduating today, I would just fly next month with any offers I could get. Like seriously!

I just need a bit more to reach my ultimate breakdown point, and it is really very sick to pretend to be strong everytime, everyday! The fake smile, the fake mask, even the fake me!

It's even more sick to hide in 178 and breakdown!

I want a new life! Literally a new life. Hit me hard and erase all my memories for my new life please. However, I would want my precious memories from the TANs to be archive in my brainy.

Life is unfair and we choose our life paths, if, if only I could hit the reset button, everything would be back to normal and I won't be feeling like shit.

Seriously, everything is wrong! All wrong and just WRONG!

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